Exaustion!

I was once a very independent girl! When I say that-- I lived alone, didn't have many friends. And my social life consisted of Xbox Live and my Dungeons and Dragons group.  I even went to movies alone.  I was satisfied with that life-- I was not searching for a man... but a man came into my life.  Hes an intellectual and he lets me know it.  However when it comes to interpersonal skills hes not so intellectual-- and that's where I come it.  So the relationship and a good give and take.  He has progressed very nicely... *twiddles beard*  Soon... HE SHALL TAAAAKE OVERRRR THEEEE WORRRRLD! MUAAhahaha.  

But really-- There is something inside of me this summer that wants to get out and play in the sun!  Canoe down a river, I want to experience things I have never experienced before.  I ask him to do it with me and gives me a sassy look like "Who is paying for that? and why would I ever want to do something so impulsive and unplanned!? Also, You should know better than to expect me to want to be outside! PISH POSH" I then realized there was a time where I didn't need him to do things with me, I did things on my own.  I miss that life because I didn't have to run things past anyone.  Unfortunately I don't think I will be able to do those things unless I convince my Mom or Dad to do them with me. 

But then I thought...  What is it that I really want? Is it I want to go experience shit... or is it just I miss having control over my actions, or fundamentally is it that I miss doing impulsive actions without feeling judged?  I am sure its a combination of all of those things.

What am I to do?

I know.. I can take back part of my history!!! I have a plan to to invite my friend to my apartment... we do girl fun impulsive things like we did back in the day. The end.  Lol. If that doesn't make my hunger for adventure go away-- then I will join a hip hop dance class... well I might do that anyway.. HEHE!

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Now, It is Bryce and my 2 year anniversary tomorrow and I want to something sweet for him... I will probably clean the apartment and make chili.  But the thing is-- he has been really agitated with me lately SO I guess I will have predict what he wants with my super awesome psychic abilities.  YEAH! No, he will probably like anything  I do.... *wink wink* heh.

Granted-- I am slightly fed up with his pompous ass demeanor.  He is a sweet gentleman that treats me wonderfully and kindly.  I usually just laugh at him when hes getting charlatan on me.. lol

Mothers Day

Its the National Day for my Mom and I am conflicted. I am conflicted because I love her so much and I want to give to everything. Its just hard because she never asks for anything and always thinks of others before herself.  People like that should never be overlooked and always cared for.  Unfortunately I am way to poor to purchase her anything, I have given her paintings and letters of appreciation and she always loves it.  But the thing is I am unsatisfied with the results of what I do-- because its not good enough. I want to try new things and different things... Perhaps I should steal our family pictures and scrapbook it.  BUT I know she wants to learn it and do it.  Suggestions? Later today my sister is holding a Thor party so I should head out.  Good Night All .

Mass Effection of the ladies within it.

I am currently having a light hearted debate. We are debating which Mass Effect character is superior.  Tali or Liara or Miranda?

I vote for Tali, so get ready for my bias.  When I play Mass Effect I like to play the thing that is closest to a mage/wizard which is a biotic.  Naturally I will need a warrior and a techy in my party so I will always choose Tali over Liara simply for function.  Now-- When it come to diplomancy Tali is much more relatable than Liara.  "Merrr I am Liara and I am lonely and antisocial and cant take a joke. merrrr I lost my friend because of you, merrrr I am now renegade and definitely not paragon because I am autistic." PLUS Tali has a better alien body... just sayin'.  Don't get me wrong-- Liara is AWESOME but in comparison to Tali-- shes got nothing.  Miranda is human and therefore boring. lol

SO tell me what you think.

Gobly Update

A lot of stuff has happened! YAY!
I went to PAX East.  IT WAS FRAKING AWESOME! I worked at the Ubisoft booth for Child of Eden and Call of Juarez: The Cartel most of the time.  IT WAS AMAZING
This is George a COG that I met at the Machinima party.  You can check out his HILARIOUS website they also have dark slapstick video game comedy which you can keep your cute little eyes out so you can look for me in the comic. 

GET READY FOR STAR WARS: THE OLD REPUBLIC 

I also met Goosechecka @ PAX, Shes as epic and awesome in person as his is over Xbox.

I also joined the AGLA Grifball League-- this league is way more competitive than the GGL league.  Our Team name is: Lamba.  We are the only PMS all girl team /happydance
"Clap your hands everybody, and everybody clap your hands! We’re Lambda Lambda Lambda. We come here on Reach tonight to swing our hammers for you. We got Night Owl on the ball, and Galahad and Durty Gurl will be tanking their way through to you. A slice of the sword by little ol’ me Ovary. And just when you thought, ya seen it all, along comes a Lambda four foot tall. So evade on out here to the floor, so we can rollie pollie our bodies, like never before. Break!"
You can Check out our record and see whos on our team HERE! ITS SUPER FUN!

There is a new Mass Effect 2 DLC out, and its ROCKING-- I wont give any spoilers, but 30 minutes you save the galaxy again. lol

Anywho-- HAPPY GAMING! <3

GGL in Reach Season 2 - Week 3 Highlights

GGL Highlights, my gamertag is Lady Galahad

Season 2 Week 3 highlights.  @ 1:57 min






 Season 2 Week 5 highlights: I am about about 49 sec

Grifball Update/Pax East

GRIFBALL! Its still AWESOME! PMS Ovaryacting is our captain and shes awesome.  She invited me to be on the AGLA League.  *happydance* On Monday we lost our game and didn't get any achievables-- and we must re-schedule a game. 

As some already know-- I am a Frag Doll Cadette.  I intern with an all female gaming and marketing team who work for Ubisoft called Frag Dolls.  Because of this I am able to go to PAX East and learn a bunch of stuff about the gaming industry-- and meet amazing people! To be honest-- I am nervous to meet these amazing/inspirational people.  Tomorrow I have a conference call with them to go over everything there is to know--or at least I need to know about PAX.  Nervous/Excited! If you are interested here is the Pax East link.

There are even a few panel members that are the Admins of grifballhub! I PLAY AGAINST THESE PEOPLE-- and they pwn me and teach me things.  AWESOME!!!

I have also been thinking of writing a proposal to be a radio personality-- to talk about gaming and technology.  /dancedancedance

Video Games

Are video games too violent?

Does it cause violence in people?

When I was growing up I would sit next to my dad, huddled against his arm while I watched him play doom, and when I got scared he would be there to protect me from the monsters in the game. 
Online gaming is great for a community environment.  In high school I got super into Halo 2, and it taught me many things like Team work, leadership, commitments, and time management.  Granted-- I had homework and ignored it because its uninteresting. 
Without video games, I would be in a much worse place.  blah blah blah--- SLEEEEEPPPPP